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June 18 my new outlook I'm at the point in my life where I have to decide why I keep banging my head up against Love's brick wall. Why does this have to be so hard when we both really wanted the same thing? or did we?
I want to be loved and cared for. Taken care of (my Heart) I don't want to walk in fear that I will be thrown out if I say something wrong or different than what he thinks I should say. I think I am going to go it alone and put myself first.
I know there is someone out there who will be able to take me as I am.. to love me as I want to be loved, and as I would love him.. June 30 just a thought Well here I am...what to write about? Maybe I will put up a poem or something like that...who knows... Check in from time to time and see if there is anything worth reading.....maybe drop me a line and let's chat about what life is doing to you? I know it has smacked me in the head this last couple weeks....some of it is my own doing...and some of it is because I tend to "settle" for less than I know I want in my life...I GOTTA STOP THAT....I want to be happy, I want to make someone happy, not a lot to ask for...but it seems to be this elusive little butterfly that just refuses to land on me.....Don't we all like to be cherished? and not taken for granted? Holding hands, an arm around the waist maybe....and yes guys, that ever present request to be cuddled. NOT all the time, but enough to let us know that you really do care......anyway....I wish the world a good day, I wish YOU a good day...... NAMASTE |
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